Thursday, Feb. 07, 2002 - 11:11 p.m.
FALSE LOVES SEND NO POSTCARDS:
Feelings of love have returned .. the pain of a failed love has subsided into memory .. Poetry cources through my mind once again .. And I cherish the daily thoughts of my daughter Aurelia ..
I await with great anticipation the postman with messages of Love this Valentine's Day...
February 12, 2002: Just two days to go before I read her words, penned in her own hand... Will she find the time to give this small but precious gift? Of course she will! ...
She knows how I felt when once upon a time my plams were empty with a crushed dream ... I feel the cold chill of doubt creap upon my soul and freeze my heart in its tracks... slowly beating no more ... Be gone! Oh serpent of doubt! Cast no evil charm upon this love's embrace.....
February 13, 2002: I waited for the postman today -- but he has come and now departed ... Alas! my love's sweet thoughts have not yet arrived. But, I don't mind... because I know for certain now that her rememberance of our love will surely arrive tomorrow. ...
Oh! Joy! Oh! Joy! Is there nothing more sweet than seeing a Valentine's Day card from your soulmate? Till the morrow, I await her kisses penned in love's sweet light!...
February 14, 2002: A Valentine fantacy was her gift to me... hours of closeness talking till the wee hours of the morning... ...
Valentine's Day was good after all! But is it real?
